I had a dream last night that Robbie was back. I said but he had cancer, so the doctors checked and he was healed. I asked about his heart and spine due to Marfan syndrome and again all checks and everything was healed. Then they checked his vision and his eyes were perfect too. Robbie…

The greatest influence I have when I walk is remembering how Robbie never gave up. He walked with a hurt leg that never functioned correctly after his cancer surgery. I find walking peaceful, but I have to drag myself out of my air conditioned home into the Texas heat. Walking is helpful on my grief…

I keep thinking I should end the blog, but then I remember it is the only safe place to keep sharing about Robbie without bothering anyone. I always worry when I post on Facebook that my friends might be tired of my Robbie posts or wonder why my grief continues to be so strong. I…

We were sad to hear that someone we met at MD Anderson passed away this week, leaving her partner and young son. My heart goes out to her family. No matter how much you prepare yourself for what is coming, it doesn’t make the impact of grief or the loss any less. Her cancer was…