This is really turning into a difficult week. The closer it gets to Robbie’s birthday, the more upset I become. I have family and friends that have been helping me out with Robbie’s grave, which we are so thankful. I was okay that we couldn’t travel, but then I started falling apart. I know as a Christian that he isn’t there, so I am not sure why this has become so difficult.
It is also probably the first year in my life that we didn’t visit Wisconsin at least for a couple days. I always thought we would move back, but now it doesn’t look like that will ever happen. Even if we could, if would be too far from our girls.