Playlists 2/23/20

I have several playlists on my phone. One was for when Robbie and I were riding together with songs we both liked. Yesterday that playlist randomly started playing as I drove my car. It really hit me to hear our favorite songs and I could picture Robbie riding with me. Apple music likes to guess…

Trying to Find Peace 2/19/20

I am trying to find peace. There is a real sadness without Robbie. One of the many reasons my grief continues to be so strong is I can’t find peace after losing Robbie. I was thinking about this when I read my devotional tonight and the bible verse for today is John 16:33.

Robbie at the ER 2/9/20

A year ago today, we took Robbie to the ER (2nd time in a few days) at MD Anderson due to shortness of breath and he was very weak. His lungs were filling back up with fluid. They admitted him to the hospital and he was never able to come home again. The next few…

The Butterfly Center 2/5/20

Two years ago at the butterfly Center in Houston. One of our favorite places to go together. Peaceful and Robbie loved taking pictures of the butterflies. He could sit on the benches if he was tired or wonder the museum when we were done if he felt well enough. I plan to go there next…

Grief Follows Me 2/4/20

We occasionally try to escape our house hoping that being away from all the memories, pictures, and sloths will take our minds off grief. Maybe a trip to the beach, like we did last weekend. Yet grief follows us. When I see a funny sign, I think Robbie would have laughed, taken a picture, and…

Robbie’s Uncle Bruce 2/2/20

Robbie’s Uncle Bruce Larson passed away from cancer on 2/2/98. Robbie loved his Uncle Bruce. ( My sister Chris’s husband) He was a wonderful and kind man. He was a computer programmer, so Robbie would have enjoyed knowing him as an adult. When we would visit Bruce, Robbie was only 3 and would climb up…

Days Left 2/1/20

A year ago with just days left with our sweet son. He fought a good fight to the end and never gave up. Forever 25 and forever in our hearts. ❤