I have started setting goals each day of what I should try to accomplish. I continue to struggle with focus, since loosing Robbie. An entire day can go by without completing anything.

My ears haven’t stopped lightly ringing. I also keep thinking I am still in February. It is so strange. Just today when I was backing up my picture files, I saw February 2019 and thought…great I’m caught up. A few minutes later, it dawned on me that it is July. It doesn’t make any sense, but it has happened repeatedly since February. The last few months have been a blur.