Missing Robbie

Jim and I took off for a couple days from Houston. Of course we had to stop at a zoo. Going to the zoo and taking pictures was one of Robbie’s favorite things to do. I was finally able to sleep while we were gone. I have been waking up at least every hour for the past month and getting very little sleep.

Now that we are back, it continues to be difficult to be in our house without Robbie. I know we shouldn’t make any rash moves, so for now we will stay put, but I see a day when we leave this house even if we stay in Houston. We built our house with Robbie in mind to make it handicapped accessible, which is almost impossible to find on the market. His bedroom is near our front door…all to make it easier for him, but now we must pass it every time we come and go from our home. I changed some of the pictures and the room arrangement. I got rid of many items that we didn’t need to keep, but I think even if it were empty….it is still his room. A place he loved to hang out especially the last couple months when he was feeling so sick. He was near us and could hear us, yet was comfortable on his own bed.

I keep reminding myself that he isn’t in pain and we had 25 great years together. I didn’t intend to keep blogging, but for now I will post occasionally and when it is right, I will stop and delete the blog. ❤


6 Comments Add yours

  1. Mindy says:

    Cindy…keep blogging as long as you want. We all loved Robbie and we all love u and the fam. It takes time for heartache to lessen.


  2. admirer says:

    You are in my prayers. I am going back to the beginning and reading all your posts over. It is wonderful to see all the pictures . I hope you will blog for as long as it brings you any comfort.


  3. Janet Borden says:

    I return to your blog when I am thinking of Robbie and you all. I appreciate so much that you have continued to write.


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